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Last Night

2010-05-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Diddy:]
Tell me what words to say,
To make you come back,
And break me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Whatever you do, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take my pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm so lonely,

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me up baby,
I'm waiting on you.

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me up baby,
I'm waiting on you.

[Phone dialing and ringing]
[Diddy:]
Hello
Hey what's-up
I've been tryin' to reach you all night
That shit ain't funny not picking up the motherfucking phone
Better stop fucking playing with a nigga's feelings like that
You know how much I love you right?
But for them couple of seconds though,
When I couldn't get in touch with you.
I'm ready to come over your house and shoot that motherfucker up
You better fucking not be there when I get over that house
[laughing]
That's really how it goes down right?

by P.Diddy featuring Keisha Cole

Daidai / Bitter Orange

2010-05-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

Romanji :

nani mo te ni tsukanai shirokuro no hitomi de
watashi wa tada hitasura
THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO FOR YOU

ano goro no watashi wa
nani ni kandou shite
nani ni manzoku shite

jibun o rikai shiteita no
doko ni mo ikanaide
PLEASE DON'T GO ANYWHERE

ichi nen mae ni modoritai nante
nande ima sara omoeru ka na
ano goro no watashi wa kinou to onaji

kyou nante kangae nakatta
mou kore ijou ikanaide
PLEASE DON'T GO ANYMORE

me o tsuburu to arukenai to wakatteita no ni
hitori tsubutteita
me o sorasu to susumenai to wakatteita no ni
hitori sorashiteita

itsu no manika anata o kizutsuke
omoi kakenai koto mo o hasshiteita
amaeru kiki tsuzukenuita watashi wa
kondo wa nani o motomeru ka na

mou doko ni mo ikanaide
PLEASE DON'T GO ANYWHERE

mou kore ijou ikanaide
PLEASE DON'T GO ANYMORE

mou kore ijou arukenai
mou kore ijou arukenai
mou kore ijou arukenai watashi wa

English :

I can't figure out what's going on
with eyes that see black and white
I tried to do my best
there is nothing I can do for you.

Back then...
something gave me excitement
gave me satisfaction
Do I really know myself?

Don't go anywhere
please don't go anywhere

I would like to return there
why is do I think about this now?
back then I..
like yesterday, couldn't think anymore
don't go back
please don't go anymore

I know I can't walk with my eyes closed
alone... eyes closed
I know I can't always go towards the sky
alone... under the sky

Like always, I hurt you with my words
I politely asked..
what I can reach now...
Don't go anywhere anymore
please don't go anymore
let's not walk any further
please don't go anymore
Don't walk more than me
let's not walk any further
I can't walk any further

by Chatmonchy

Everything I'm Not

2010-05-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

by The Veronicas

Kingdom Hearts : Birth By Sleep

2010-05-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

hey it's me again, posting again hehehe....
okeeeee sekarang ini gue ma kakak gue lagi donlot game keluaran Square Enix yaitu Kingdom Hearts : Birth By Sleep. huuuu akhirnya bisa juga di donlot!!! tinggal tunggu mainnya saja. game ini paling di tunggu banget sama semua orang karna ini cerita sebelom di mulainya Kingdom Hearts. uuuu awright! donlot nya udah kelar semua nih, nah sekarang tinggal di uji coba saja hehe. and guess what, nanti ada Zack Fair (protagonis dari game Crisis Core : Final Fantasy VII) versi anak kecil lhooo!!!! hahaha i can' wait anymore! oke gue laporan dulu sama kakak gue hahaha....

yep that's all i want to posted this!

papaaaaai~ :)

goodbye white

2010-05-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

halo halo.....
piuh udah lama gue gak nge posting nih dan akhirnya gue mulai nge posting juga hehe.
heei apakabar semua??? pastinya baik-baik saja kecuali saya -____-
kenapa kabar gue lagi gak baik? nah baca tulisan di bawa ini...

hemm such a life, bagaikan nano nano yang rasa manis asem asin (macem-macem). ada yang lagi seneng karna dapet nem bagus (trus pamer gitu -___-) ada yang lagi gembira karna baru jadian, dapet uang jajan,di bolehin pergi, dapet baju baru dll. nah sedangkan gue.........mungkin lagi galau -__-
yaa gimana gak sedih kalo tau orang yg kita sayangi tau nya jadian ma cewek lagi? pasti nya bukan sedih lagi, tapi galau. nah itu yang sedang gue alami...
baru kali ini gue ngerasain galau yang bener-bener galau -_- rasanya gimana gitu, mungkin kayak nano nano (???)
ya tapi mau di apaian lagi, mereka udah jadian, mereka udah hepi, mereka udah cocok. yah sudah yang hanya gue lakukan adalah.......menunggu atau waiting.
well, i hope this is the best way. i hope you happy :')
farewell my adorable white, and i still can't forgetting you! :'D but it's pleasure to met you :)

udah segini aja deh gue gak mau banyak-banyak nanti gue bisa jadi hem..........crying? haha mau nangis aja gak bisa -_-
oke kalo posting gue aneh gausah di baca ya, yang penting gue pengen mengungkapkan isi hati gue hehehe...

CAOOO~ :D
farkusonna*

Our Art Last Night ~♥ ZACK~

2009-10-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

Kemaren malem, abis gue ol gue ngerjain PR agama. Zeng zeng zeng zeng zeng, tiba-tiba gue liat kakak gue lagi nyoret-nyoret kertas dengan kuas dan cat poster (kurang kerjaan karna dia agak-agak capek abis ngerjain tugas kuliahnya). Karna gue sangat tertarik, yowes gue ikutan aja...

Tadinya gue pengen nulis "Genesis", tapi gue malah nulis "A Life of Red Leather Fan" -_-''. Yahh, yaudah deh. Dan setelah gue pikir-pikir, akhirnya gue nulis ZACK. Huaaah, betapa kangennya gue sama dia :)

Dan ternyata hasilnya sangat keren (hahahaha). Kakak gue bener-bener girang dan seneng banget, dan dia pengen difoto bareng itu.

Inilah Hasil Karya Kakak Gue & Gue

A New Post

2009-10-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Huaah ampir setahun gue ngga ngisi blog hohoho. Karna gue bener-bener bingung mau ngisi nya kaya apa dan males banget...

Ya di post ini gue cuma mau basa basi doang (aah ga jelas gitu).

hmm , udah ah segini aja (huh sangat membosankan).

~faraway~